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October 18th, 2010
June 27th, 2010
November 5th, 2009
So on Monday I was folding bags for work, Tuesday I was in the factory, Wednesday I was kerbside <I was out in the lorry posting the folded bags through peoples doors and hauling bags on the lorry> then I was in the factory emptying out the bags I helped haul and today I was back in the factory.
Imagine my surprise on Wednesday when, after discovering the whole afternoon had gone to hell and there wasn't exactly anything for me to do aside from go through a box of books that had been left sitting for months, I came across a pocket Bible. This isn't so unusual in my line of work - there's bags and bags of bibles in various shapes, sizes and forms - but this one was extra special. Why? Clicky the cut and find out.
( freaky ass awesomeness )
October 15th, 2009
October 2nd, 2009
I do so very much like this month. It's Halloween, my cousins' birthday, cats birthday <a black cat born on Halloween, how cliche can you get?>
Anyway, what does Sasha have for you...
Chapter 19 of LLIA is suddenly underway again and should be posted by next month <wow, i know>
Chapter 11 of NBE should be up some time this month.
There are gonna be a shitload of videos cause am still in that mood where I want to be creative but I don't wanna write, so I'll do a fanmix or a vid <the vids are obviously winning>
And since I extended Red Head Appreciation Month <RHAM> purely for the purposes of Jen vid, here is the Jen vid. Not the one I wanted to do exactly, but I was working on two Jens at the same time and this one was finished first.
I likes this part...
September 27th, 2009
I think the title speaks for the entry, don't you? There's no meaning behind the vid, there's not a real set idea, just fun with Tate.
September 26th, 2009
I have 3 new vids in the pipeline. All three featuring the Delectable DiNozzo.
1. Tony/Kate/Gibbs - Mr Brightside by The Killers.
This one is similar to Jethro's Girl, the only change is it's Gibbs V Tate instead of Tony V Kibbs.
2. Tony - You're So Vain by Carly Simon
I think this is just a Tony song, because he likes to think himself as a ladies man who everyone loves <this may be true> but from others points of view, he's vain.
3. Tate - Song #1 by Serebro
The song has nothing to do with the vid, it's just an awesome song.
It wasn't until after I finished #1 that I realised it could be the Internal Affairs portion of the LLIA vid which is no longer being made. Oh well. If it ever does get a remake, you can guarantee you'll see this video in there.
September 23rd, 2009
I've been working on that vid since Friday night, as something to keep me busy so I didn't have to think. Finished it tonight and thought I'd share. Dawson and Gretchen was my fave pairing. I'm just glad Tuesday is over cause today was the hardest day of my life. Nothing in my entire life, including everything I went through at school will ever compare to Tuesday Sept. 22. It was a pure hellish day.
Reaquanited myself with my good old friends Tia and Maria, I was also introduced to Jack <whose surname is Daniels>.
Learned me and my big cousin are more similar than we originally thought - we even passed the same exams in school!
So, enjoy the vid.
exhaustedSeptember 17th, 2009
D'ya fancy a laugh?
Last night I worked out how I was gonna get outta the jam I put myself in with C19 of LLIA and had started writing it again.
Hilarious, eh?
At the minute I'm just kinda in that place where none of this is real, you know, that this is not my life.
I've tried sleeping, couldn't.
I'm cried out.
I'm suffering a bit from Evil Bitch Syndrome <EBS> and am taking it out on my mum, which isn't really fair on her. I'm trying not to, but it is just so hard cause my head is all over the place.
The only reason am on here just now is cause I can't get my brain to stop even just for five minutes so I can at least pretend to sleep.
I don't know what to do with myself.
But yes, the minute I hit the good shit and work myself out of trouble, the shit hits the fan and brings it all crashing down. Ain't life grand?
Thursday September 17th 2009 at 7.55 PM GMT, my grandmother died.
Papa had been gone more or less 5 minutes before it happened. He just got in the house when the hospital phoned to let him know, I was on the phone to my cousin at the time and she didn't take it very well. So she and her sister came up and sat with us for a while.
We knew it was gonna happen, but it's still a shock.
Papa had been gone more or less 5 minutes before it happened. He just got in the house when the hospital phoned to let him know, I was on the phone to my cousin at the time and she didn't take it very well. So she and her sister came up and sat with us for a while.
We knew it was gonna happen, but it's still a shock.
Due to circumstances which were expected but came unexpectedly, all potential publications of my work whether they be writing, icons, videos or fanmixes are being postponed for the next few weeks.
I doubt there shall be any posts for a few days <but even at the hospital I was craving a computer, so who knows>.
Eh, I don't really know what else to say. I'm seem to be taking the situation very well, I admit to downing a glass of tia maria and lemonade when we left the hospital right enough, and I just seem to be very blunt about it. When people ask, "How's your grannie?" I'm simply responding with "Dead by tea time." I'm now leaving it up to my mother to do the speaking.
My only problem is I can't seem to get warm. Been wrapped in a winter coat and scarf since 7.30 this morning, even though it's roasting outside, so I must be in shock or something.
So that's about it I think...yeah.
I doubt there shall be any posts for a few days <but even at the hospital I was craving a computer, so who knows>.
Eh, I don't really know what else to say. I'm seem to be taking the situation very well, I admit to downing a glass of tia maria and lemonade when we left the hospital right enough, and I just seem to be very blunt about it. When people ask, "How's your grannie?" I'm simply responding with "Dead by tea time." I'm now leaving it up to my mother to do the speaking.
My only problem is I can't seem to get warm. Been wrapped in a winter coat and scarf since 7.30 this morning, even though it's roasting outside, so I must be in shock or something.
So that's about it I think...yeah.
September 16th, 2009
I felt I needed a new icon, so I made 2 <technically 2, but I'm only gonna post these two>
Can you tell how bored I am yet? But hey, at least it's playing on my mind <as is LLIA, a lot these days. fingers crossed i can get back to it, even if i am sorta caught up in the Sammie Arc at the minute>
Can you tell how bored I am yet? But hey, at least it's playing on my mind <as is LLIA, a lot these days. fingers crossed i can get back to it, even if i am sorta caught up in the Sammie Arc at the minute>
So, seeing as I've finally got my shit together <wahey> I've got myself a new writing journal <go me!>
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denial74is the place to go. The first 10 chapters of NBE have been uploaded and when I get time, obviously LLIA and any little drabbles I've written shall be going up too.September 15th, 2009
Randomized with funness of ficness.
1. I have reason to believe that all us fic writers are a form of Phillip <Phillipa> Padgett. www.tv.com/the-x-files/milagro/episode/6
2. Googling Ship names is fun. Take TATE for instance, we have:
3. Cancer's a bitch. I hereby refuse to lose anyone else whether they be friend, family, stranger or celebrity.
4. There is a certain fic at a certain site which scares me <okay, so there's more than one fic, but this one really brings meaning to the overuse of brain bleach>
5. I am suffering from a Scully problem myself <i'm not having tremendous UST with my partner of so many years, i'm not dying, i'm not facing down government conspiracies and shadow men, i'm not on the run with my partner of so many years after having now R our ST, nor am i about to give up my long sought after child> The clothes I have to wear for my new job are about a million sizes too big. I admit to preferring guys clothes as PJs, but boots, a jumpsuit a la Gitmo without the lovely orange shade, mine's blue, and a gorgeous flourescent jacket = hell no. Where does Scully factor in? She's a small woman, her trench coat reaches her ankles - that be my problem.
6. A certain doctor is refusing to reply to the lawyers. We need grannie's doctor to get in touch with the lawyer so she can be assessed by their doctors so we can get through some more of the red tape. The meeting is supposed to be this week or next, but there's still no word from the doc. He's just being an ass. He and grannie used to fight all the time <this is the same guy who told me my possible arthritis was growing pains> so I have reason to believe she knew all along he was evil.
7. Shrek.
( and like the phoenix she shall rise from the ashes )
1. I have reason to believe that all us fic writers are a form of Phillip <Phillipa> Padgett. www.tv.com/the-x-files/milagro/episode/6
2. Googling Ship names is fun. Take TATE for instance, we have:
- Tate Images
- Tate Kids
- Tate Partnership
- House of Tate
- Team Tate
- Tate Interactive
3. Cancer's a bitch. I hereby refuse to lose anyone else whether they be friend, family, stranger or celebrity.
4. There is a certain fic at a certain site which scares me <okay, so there's more than one fic, but this one really brings meaning to the overuse of brain bleach>
5. I am suffering from a Scully problem myself <i'm not having tremendous UST with my partner of so many years, i'm not dying, i'm not facing down government conspiracies and shadow men, i'm not on the run with my partner of so many years after having now R our ST, nor am i about to give up my long sought after child> The clothes I have to wear for my new job are about a million sizes too big. I admit to preferring guys clothes as PJs, but boots, a jumpsuit a la Gitmo without the lovely orange shade, mine's blue, and a gorgeous flourescent jacket = hell no. Where does Scully factor in? She's a small woman, her trench coat reaches her ankles - that be my problem.
6. A certain doctor is refusing to reply to the lawyers. We need grannie's doctor to get in touch with the lawyer so she can be assessed by their doctors so we can get through some more of the red tape. The meeting is supposed to be this week or next, but there's still no word from the doc. He's just being an ass. He and grannie used to fight all the time <this is the same guy who told me my possible arthritis was growing pains> so I have reason to believe she knew all along he was evil.
7. Shrek.
- Donkey translates as Tony. <Tony does movies, Donkey does song. Annoying in the eyes of the next character.>
- Shrek translates as Gibbs <cause let's face it, he can be an ogre at times>
- Fiona pre transformation translates as Jen <factor in the hair color and the kick ass ninja stunts. Not to mention the fact she can walk really fast in heels. Such a Jen trait.>
( and like the phoenix she shall rise from the ashes )
September 14th, 2009
Last night when I was watching The Simpsons: Movie, I realised how many scenes reminded me of XF, and there were two scenes with Lisa that made me wonder what Will & Grace would be like animated <animated drunk Karen would rock>. Anyways, that's not the point of this. Recently I've also been noticing how many films are NCISesque, so this is my little Pixar/Disney/any other film industry corp. in the world.
September 12th, 2009
( Irish Medical Dictionary )
So, I started work on the LLIA trailer, but I've kinda decided against it. There's just not enough clips in the world for it to make any logical sense. If I can find some inspo <where oh where has my inspo gone?> then maybe I can be re-persuaded, as I was last night watching Caught On Tape <and a little voice on MSN telling me to "make the video. do it"> I might just do it again. Ooh, my uncle D and auntie Laine are arriving in 7 and a half hours and D's gonna take grannie out apparently. That ought to be fun.
I was Janet the other day when I went to see her <she also thinks I'm in the army cause of my military jacket> but at least that's an improvement over being her nephew.
My jaw and cheek is still black and blue, though not as noticeable as no one's said anything <or they just don't want to ask awkward questions>. There was yet another do-over on Sasha's World, it now looks like a book.
I have 5 paragraphs worth of Chapter whatever it is I'm on now, but I'm not sure when that'll be finished or published or whatever seeing as I'm stuck doing this 13 week work placement thing <which doesn't finish until December 7th!>
September 11th, 2009
I will admit to this being an Abbycentric vid, but there are McAbby hugs so therefore I'm classifying this as McAbby.
Cute, huh?
Cute, huh?
September 10th, 2009
It's clear I've been drinking too much Irn Bru when I find this funny, this is an extract from the book "Babyville" by Jane Green:
( lovely girl, irish. redhead )
I dunno, it amused me.
We have tech woes.
Severe ones.
NAME: Mither's Desktop Computer
TOD: Approx. 1000 Hours 8/9/09
COD: Processor packed in.
There goes my X Files :(
I've actually learned I have a severe problem with Irn Bru.
I can get through a 2 litre bottle, myself, in ONE night. 2 LITRES!
That's not good.
At the minute, I have a litre and a half, so we'll see how long that lasts me. I cracked open a new bottle this morning around the back of 3 and I've got about half that bottle left, the other litre is in the fridge. If I get through both bottles tonight, then I may have to attend Irn Bru Addicts Anonymous, and be weaned off the orange stuff.
Perhaps there was a reason I was banned as a child, well I know there was a reason, it got me high as a freaking kite <still does> so I'm obviously making up for five/six lost years worth of the stuff.
( lovely girl, irish. redhead )
I dunno, it amused me.
We have tech woes.
Severe ones.
NAME: Mither's Desktop Computer
TOD: Approx. 1000 Hours 8/9/09
COD: Processor packed in.
There goes my X Files :(
I've actually learned I have a severe problem with Irn Bru.
I can get through a 2 litre bottle, myself, in ONE night. 2 LITRES!
That's not good.
At the minute, I have a litre and a half, so we'll see how long that lasts me. I cracked open a new bottle this morning around the back of 3 and I've got about half that bottle left, the other litre is in the fridge. If I get through both bottles tonight, then I may have to attend Irn Bru Addicts Anonymous, and be weaned off the orange stuff.
Perhaps there was a reason I was banned as a child, well I know there was a reason, it got me high as a freaking kite <still does> so I'm obviously making up for five/six lost years worth of the stuff.
September 9th, 2009
Good News!
My fascination with Gloria died a death last night. I'm bored of it now. Okay, maybe bored is a strong word. I'm taking a step back from Laura B at the minute while I regroup. How does that sound?
This has only been done because I am honest to god bored.
I have no ideas for NBE C11, or videos or anything.
I have deleted all my XF episodes <I was running out of space> bar a few special episodes so I can't do an XF vid.
All I have are a few sparse episodes of other fandoms, so am making use of them, starting with Jules.
If anyone wants to give me any sorts of ideas, or prompts or whatever - ANYTHING - I will greatly welcome it. In the mean time, Cliff Richard, Julianna Cavanaugh and a whole lot of evil bitch syndrome.
I'll say it again: I. AM. BORED. <and in pain>
My fascination with Gloria died a death last night. I'm bored of it now. Okay, maybe bored is a strong word. I'm taking a step back from Laura B at the minute while I regroup. How does that sound?
This has only been done because I am honest to god bored.
I have no ideas for NBE C11, or videos or anything.
I have deleted all my XF episodes <I was running out of space> bar a few special episodes so I can't do an XF vid.
All I have are a few sparse episodes of other fandoms, so am making use of them, starting with Jules.
If anyone wants to give me any sorts of ideas, or prompts or whatever - ANYTHING - I will greatly welcome it. In the mean time, Cliff Richard, Julianna Cavanaugh and a whole lot of evil bitch syndrome.
I'll say it again: I. AM. BORED. <and in pain>
September 8th, 2009
I ache.
I have a job.
My grandparental has decided he wants to take Grannie out for the day.
I ache.
Okay, point 1.
Yesterday when I washed my hair, I discovered the left side of my face *hurt*. Upon further inspection, I found a large purple bruise across my cheekbone and down by my ear. Strange, huh?
Not so.
Sometimes, I get so totally uncomfortable sitting, that I'll move the laptop and lie on my stomach with my head on top of some pillows or whatever. When I do that, my jaw clenches and I'm putting most my weight on my chin. A couple of days ago, I'd been lying like that for about 4 hours and my jaw locked. Hurt like hell to get my mouth working again. So, the bruising comes from the fact I fucked up my jaw the other night and it hurts. :(
Point 2
Yes. I officially start work at 9am either on the 14 or the 24th. Whichever one is Monday next week. I'll be employed for 13 weeks, at a recycling plant. This is a job I used to do every Tuesday lunch time for 4 years when I was in school. I had special privileges - the deputy head gave me a card stating I was allowed out 20 minutes before the lunch bell rang.
So at least I know what I'm doing.
Point 3
We're allowed to take Grannie out for the day whenever we want. This is a good thing. I had brought it up with my mum a few weeks ago, but then I decided it would be a bad idea cause so many people would stop and speak to us when Grannie was there. Not to mention the fact she likes to wander off on her own. Bad thing.
Now papa wants to take her out tomorrow, even though when she's walking, she leans either backwards towards the left or to the right. He reckons he'll be able to make sure she won't fall and what not, but the man has two walking sticks, how is he supposed to not only keep up with her since she walks faster than me <and I'm a power walker!> but make sure she stays by his side. We've hopefully talked him out of it, and we're hoping it's raining tomorrow to really put him off.
It's not that we don't want to take her out, but we need to be able to make sure she's physically okay to do it, cause there's no chance in hell she'll stay in a wheelchair.
I still reckon she looks like Jessica Tandy. My wee MaryDoll.
Point 4.
See point one and add in the headache I've just developed.
I'm off to raid my fave NCIS fic for a spirit booster <and to erase memories of badfic.>
I have a job.
My grandparental has decided he wants to take Grannie out for the day.
I ache.
Okay, point 1.
Yesterday when I washed my hair, I discovered the left side of my face *hurt*. Upon further inspection, I found a large purple bruise across my cheekbone and down by my ear. Strange, huh?
Not so.
Sometimes, I get so totally uncomfortable sitting, that I'll move the laptop and lie on my stomach with my head on top of some pillows or whatever. When I do that, my jaw clenches and I'm putting most my weight on my chin. A couple of days ago, I'd been lying like that for about 4 hours and my jaw locked. Hurt like hell to get my mouth working again. So, the bruising comes from the fact I fucked up my jaw the other night and it hurts. :(
Point 2
Yes. I officially start work at 9am either on the 14 or the 24th. Whichever one is Monday next week. I'll be employed for 13 weeks, at a recycling plant. This is a job I used to do every Tuesday lunch time for 4 years when I was in school. I had special privileges - the deputy head gave me a card stating I was allowed out 20 minutes before the lunch bell rang.
So at least I know what I'm doing.
Point 3
We're allowed to take Grannie out for the day whenever we want. This is a good thing. I had brought it up with my mum a few weeks ago, but then I decided it would be a bad idea cause so many people would stop and speak to us when Grannie was there. Not to mention the fact she likes to wander off on her own. Bad thing.
Now papa wants to take her out tomorrow, even though when she's walking, she leans either backwards towards the left or to the right. He reckons he'll be able to make sure she won't fall and what not, but the man has two walking sticks, how is he supposed to not only keep up with her since she walks faster than me <and I'm a power walker!> but make sure she stays by his side. We've hopefully talked him out of it, and we're hoping it's raining tomorrow to really put him off.
It's not that we don't want to take her out, but we need to be able to make sure she's physically okay to do it, cause there's no chance in hell she'll stay in a wheelchair.
I still reckon she looks like Jessica Tandy. My wee MaryDoll.
Point 4.
See point one and add in the headache I've just developed.
I'm off to raid my fave NCIS fic for a spirit booster <and to erase memories of badfic.>